Six Days

There are six days left. I am already crying a little--in hiding. I am trying not to waste the last few moments. The thing that I am noticing most is the difference when it is not a whole unit deploying. It is kind of nice, because we can be a little bit anonymous--know one has to know that we are going to the movies because it is our last chance--but at the same time, I feel so ALONE. Not that he is going, but that I am the only one being left. Obviously, that isn't true, but the rest of his team members' families live all over the country right now. Not here with me. I miss having someone here with me, crying about the same thing at the same time. I hope that this will be like the other times and I'll feel so much better the day after he leaves. For now, I crying in hiding.